31 August 2010

don't know..

i dont know....

i hurt u

i get scold

i lie u

i get hurt..

i rather get hurt




people flirt on me

my fault

i reply

im selfish

i din reply

im cool friend

just give me some peace

leave me alone

no sorry...

no apologize...

i don't want tht....

thanks a lot...

just i dont understand u

not ur fault.....

our attitude totally different

im failed

sorry




25 August 2010

LOVE LETTER

received a love letter by my dumb dumb lover.......
love him...
muack!!

24 August 2010

pity lisher

today so many homeworks...

  • bm tatabahasa
  • nota komsas
  • karangan
  • account 2 ques
  • math matrix and probability
  • add maths paper two

gonna be crazy.....

din go back home afta school today hope to finish all the homework,,,,
but it seems like did not work at all....
lepak with my yoon arrrr.... haha and his buddy leong arr....(hoh kok leong)
so damn freaking blur at tht time..dont know what hpnd...huhu...but at last i knew it..haha pity him

omg...talk so much at mc d....then moved to mamak stall pulak...and continue talked talked talked...just can finish account oni......

haiz..suferring...


22 August 2010

happy day...









then we watched this movie....can say it is a funny movie...but the storyline not strong enough... i saw yee lein and lee ying ... we watched the same movie and incidently after we came back home we only know that chia yee also in the hall 6 at the same time. she just sat behind me... but we din realized each other also...so funny le.....like the movie... oh ya...the most funny things is lein and ying went to the wrong hall....haha 9 went to hall 6...lucky we called her...
haha...

after the movie finished, me and darling ate kim gary for our dinner...lein and ying join us after ying trim her hair...short liau o~


i love today very much......muack..thx alot yoonie...


18 August 2010

will we?

the answer is yes....

16 August 2010

i-city..

....steamboat-ing....

.....i-city view.....

....brother....


.....went to i-city last fri....

....for more pics...log in my fb ya....

PLKN again...

I flash back the moment when i knew that he was so lucky to be chosen as a part of national service trainer... this moment being flash back because today my school had announce the name's lists of NS.
one of my closest friend is brenda! she was chosen too......she was like damn excited at 1st. but now i can see that she is not happy with that.never mind la.....i waiting u here to come out then go sing k .gai gai...k?

yoon hee...my darling...
i hope when u go there that time and come back that time...ur heart still have me ..
but if things happen.....i wont blame you also...
because i understand...
but i just wanna tell you...
3 months...i can wait.....
because...i love you
i hope tht bad things wont be happen...
when u come out ...we r still couple...
just wanna say if things wanna happen....just let it be.....
we cant control alot.....
have to accept....
dun worry......I LOVE YOU


12 August 2010

LENS....

i drop my lens in the car this morning....
haiz....
the 3rd time ed....
went in the school and complain to brenda ng...
then this sei mui teng from morning until recess "jat" me .....
sabar je la......

07 August 2010

DEAREST FORCER

I HATE PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO FORCE ME!
DUN TEACH ME HOW!
I KNOW THE REASONS WHY AND WHAT I AM DOING!
JUST WANNA BE MYSELF!
I HAVE MY MIND AND OWN IDEAS TOO!
RESPECTS MY WAYS PLEASE!

FORCING NO HAPPINESS!

LOVE THE WAY U LIE

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Eminem Love The Way You Lie lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com.com/eminem-love-the-way-you-lie-lyrics.html
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

06 August 2010

An Argument

today i argue v my grandmother
she misunderstood me
i din being selfish
just i don't want u to feel difficult or tired
i just think of the family and the expenditure
but...
what u had think really opposite of my mind
when i explain, u said i fight back
oh god...take me to my father if u could
i want to tell my dad that i really dun understand what the family wants
i'm just think for the people surround me who i love and appreciated
it seems all turn up side down.....
i don't know until when i can stand for this situation....
gv me the strength....i don't want easily give up...
i don't care what she wanna think about me.. is enough for me to know what i'm doing ...i don't wan anyone to know or care also.....
since that stupid aunty told those story to my grand mum....the ways she treat me is totally different now....what i can do is.....my SPM result must STRAIGHT A'S to prove that nothing can give effect on me!!

04 August 2010

Stupid RAPID KL....

Today went to mid valley after school with khye yeng......while we are paying for the bus fare...i forgot tht we r wearing school uniform....the idiotic rapid kl bus driver received my money rm 2 per person....he did not tell us tht we can get cheapercoz we r in school uniform.....ask him go langgar dinding la....damn la.....somemore he is a malay fella.....nonit pray to ur god every friday ed go cheat people........no honesty.........
bought jor 3 pairs of earing......im texting v him all the time....but i replied late coz was talking to khye yeng all the way to mid....i cnt get wht he meant acctually....all i know is....he's going to kl with his bro...but suddenly he told me tht he was with kok leong and have bought a basketball t shirt for his bro birthday......so weird la today.....

03 August 2010

abnormal...


i feel better with my left eye today....din wear contact....wear specs....i remembered yeelein said i wear specs better.....i did not ask why....haha.....but specs gv me the unsual feeling....anyway.....this morn i woke up like usual....then i realized tht my rm 50 lost jor....duno where i put or i drop it somewhere? shit la....my temper today up n down .....pity him la...i scolded him....lucky he did not fight back.......rm 50...fly off.....bye..