21 June 2011

day 1

he left...
i alone now...
im forcing him to voice out his condition to the NS
and to the doctor as well
hope tomorrow he will say it out...
if he failed i going to break up with him...
i oredi promise to myself...
my aim is not what u thinking...
i got a good reason why i do this to him
no one know it...
and hope he can get the except letter from the doc and the ns as well...
i knew he is coming back...
but i really can not wait until so long...
if god pity me...pls save my tears from droping every single seconds..
please.. i begging he god to set him free from NS...
i love him and i need him here...