tears...

i dropped my tears this morning.....but i knew....i cnt behave like this.....i need collect all the confidence into myself... concerntrate my studies...but... guess wht i failed.....my tears drop again on my books....no one realized it....they thought i was yawning...lucky....only the god who knows my feelings right now....my brain being upside down...i duno i shud be happy or sad....no feelings at all... help me anyone....