day 1

he left...

i alone now...

im forcing him to voice out his condition to the NS

and to the doctor as well

hope tomorrow he will say it out...

if he failed i going to break up with him...

i oredi promise to myself...

my aim is not what u thinking...

i got a good reason why i do this to him

no one know it...

and hope he can get the except letter from the doc and the ns as well...

i knew he is coming back...

but i really can not wait until so long...

if god pity me...pls save my tears from droping every single seconds..

please.. i begging he god to set him free from NS...

i love him and i need him here...

last day

tomorrow he is going to taylor's subang for his registeration...

and this time he go with his bro....

and tomorrow is the day that i hate the most because he is leaving me again and going back to NS...

IM SO SAD RIGHT NOW....

THE FEELING of SAD....no one could know it...

it's pain too....

more than a pain of a knife cutting my heart...

i really dont know what i should say ...

i hate you but i love you...

take good care yoon yoon...

sher sher love u the most....

waiting u back <3

last day

tomorrow he is going to taylor's subang for his registeration...

and this time he go with his bro....

and tomorrow is the day that i hate the most because he is leaving me again and going back to NS...

IM SO SAD RIGHT NOW....

THE FEELING of SAD....no one could know it...

it's pain too....

more than a pain of a knife cutting my heart...

i really dont know what i should say ...

i hate you but i love you...

take good care yoon yoon...

sher sher love u the most....

waiting u back <3

soon

this is the last morning,afternoon,night i can wish him when he is here

tomorrow he is going back to bidor

my tears droping non stop

the worst part is i cant sleep well....

yes i can sleep but not tightly....

i dont know what to say.....

i hope you will take care yourself...

taylor!!

i went for the scholarship interview yesterday..

and this morning i keep refresh my mail box hope to get the good news..unfortunately i did not get any new mail....

in the afternoon taylor called me...

and she said that im success!!

will register myself to taylor soon!

great news!

thx to everyone in supporting and helping..

day 16

so sien orh today...

keep finding things to do...

chat with friends and keep worrying u...

hope the clock turn to 7pm...

watching drama while waiting another drama to load...

heard that u will come back soon ..

im so happy...

kelly said my mood terus change...

but im worrying you...

just u dont know my feeling when i talked with u in the phone!

hope u recover soon...

day 15

drove my family to desa today..

to settle my taylor's scholarship application..

done with all the things and now waiting for their call..

for interview! scarry need to wear formal again..

if i success la...

went to tesco at old klang road

not that big because the hypermarket is at basement

yh called me...i answered but we din talked so much as i with my family

feel so sorry to him

but actually i waiting him to call

after finished shopped

we went over time and have our dinner

the environment and interior design is quite nice

had some beer and pork there

and the beer quite unique coz it was not undergoing a fermentation process

quite nice to drink and i feel a bit high

haha but i still can drive back home...no worry im safe!

miss yoon hee very much

i worry him...

hope he will recover soon...

luckily u called me just now if not...

i will be crying like hell....