lol....

suprise for you....

all is ur bro planned...

i just join in.....

out with the loh family....

eat western food at desa petaling...

stupid la u call the large ice lemon tea...

my tangki not that big like you la

haha...

thx to mr loh sum hee for the dinner tonight

and fetching me till my front gate...

will be continue tmro.....

sayonara

without license

u know what...

i drove out to pj without license today...

plus...i drove my darling out to sunway pyramid sumore...

alicia pls remember to bring out ur IC & LICENSE PLEASE!!

thxkiu..xiexie..

jpa replied or another tawaran??

haiyaaaaaaaa.....

this letter make me cant sleep at all....

wht is this man...

another surat tawaran or surat balas jpa??

why got so many logo there...from which organization ? jpa? rakan muda? or others...

i ord applied for jpa why another letter came!!

haiz.....help me pls.....

anugerah cemerlang 2011

dars< my mummy>

contents:

domino's rm50 express card

domino's cert

domino's set meal voucher

spm school cert

plag by school

an envolope contains rm80

beginning of the story!

pon pon...and the invitation's letter came..

open and read it up......was an invitation to anugerah cemerlang day!

date: 23rd april 2011

venue: dewan smk tp..

time: 9.30am.

i drove my sis and bro to school then straight away from batu lapan went to pj and reach sentosa about 8am. see the time so early so my grandmother suggested us to eat breakfast before we go!

about 9.0am ++ we start our journey to TP

i drove up and parked inside the school...

tht time canteen got so many teachers eating their breakfast....

haiyo so malu....><

before going up to the hall.. we visited the toilet...huahua....

while waiting the parents to fill in the hall.. we have some photo shooting near bio lab..

then about 10am++ all the parents came.....

my angka giliran was number 8! lol macam post office..haha...

sit beside naiem & darshvini...and next to her is sharon

talked non stop....

we make silly jokes and talk nonsenses..aaha....coz the speech is too bored..lol...

aww...is our turn....

haha im the number 8 to go up!!

oh no whole body shivering...so long din go on top of the stage ed...

haha told myself relax and took a long breathe...

while waiting my turn...puan kohila said she like my make up....walao....just the eyeliner oni i put...wht so diff? she said tht she cant recognize me if no one tell her tht im alicia...i was like ><""

haha puan yvonne & puan asma pulak asked me about nails....lol...

anyway I've fun today with awesome people!

TP im coming

back to TP again...

haha...this time is for award...anugerah cemerlang

oh gosh i need to wear formal tomorrow...sigh*

what the.....i only got blouse....skirt or slack? i have it both but do you think i can fit it in anymore??

luckily issac' mum lend me....coz im short of time to buy ed..

padan muka me la....who ask me prepare all last minute....muahaaahaa...devil lughter*

tomorrow i will drive to school!! ya....it will be my 1st time....haha....hope ntg happnd...

miss assembly day....the pengetua like us to clap hand.....

now the pengetua has chged...hope she wont kiss me tmro! haha.....coz the previous one like to do it....hope the datin wont be like her ba......aiya....i dont have camera le!!

nvm la...i will capture the moment in my mind forever......

break break breeakkkk!!!

lol...

my mum keep asked me break when i drive....dno wht hpnd to her....

so scary meh....aiyoo...

my bro and grndma said ok.....but she is the only one feel so scared when i drive...sweat...

today i start fetching my bro and siss back frm school...lol....

when going back tht time its raining heavily and jam!!! lol...

hope my driving skill can improve improve and improve!!

drive driving drove..

let me see check back my calendar

urm...

i had take UJIAN BERKOMPUTER on 5 of march...

then i got my L license on the 21st of april...

i started my driving class on 24th of april..

and finished on 14th of april...

every week twice and every classes 1 hour oni...

and i have seat the driving exams on 15th of april...

and i pass it..

simply write this entry as a remembrance...lolz...

feel so fast....

when is my turn?

everyone enrolled to the colleges or campuses tht they wanted ..

so when is my turn?

as we know the study fees is not cheap...

if u dun have 20k pls dont dream to study...

im not like others... im from a poor family....

my mum is a single mother.....i have a younger bro and 2 more younger siss...

is useless when i got excellent result fr my spm...

i still cant study...

colleges are just gvg away 10-30% scholarship only...

the more worst that i heard is from INTI coll ...they force me to enroll with them if not they wont gv me the scholarship for next intake...

my mum cant pay for my further study...

but...im not sad tht i was born in this family....

coz this family give me warmth and i have learned alot and i will continue learning....

being a eldest sis is not easy....

one day i've to take care my family and i hve support my bro and sis study fee too....

it is a big responsible for me..thus, i need to work hard!

im waiting jpa's scholarship offer letter now....

i went for the interview last thursday...

and this thg made me cant sleep and when i closed my eyes my mind keep flashing all the thgs!

i hope i can get it...i wouldnt mind if i got the offer to study in UK...although is a heavy thgs for me to leave my family, but one day i promise myself...i will come back and support this family...

holding a graduated law cert proudly.....aww...i dream so far....haha...

bad day

some one just scolded me because of a game and i cried ....

no one know about it....

except my boyfie...

i din mean it at all...

dont simply says and stop talking ur ass words...

you're not understanding me...

u are the one who dont know that ur words is hurting me...

everytime i let u scolded when u feel im rude...

sometimes i just fight for my right , giving my opinions and just wanna tell u wht i thinking

im not against u..i just have my own thoughts and it is my life....

i dont like people misunderstood me and controlling me my life...

what i can do? i just can shut up my mouth and let u scold about me...

u cant read my mind....so better shut up and fuck off!!

driving exams...

woke up early in the morning and prepared myself for driving tests....

waited him for so long...almost 2 hours plus to fetched me from desa...

huh...cant wait ...i wanna finished it by now if i could!!

around 1pm plus i reached IMKEDA....

he gives me practiced awhile...

after finished practicing , i went to the registration room and my no pendaftaran was number 7!

huh! so near...there were around 200-300 people were being tested by JPJ today....

oh gosh ......plus the weather was incredible hot

my first test was bahagian 2 (slope,parking,3 pt turn)

oh shit....i got the 1st round and i have to go in the car 1st. The others have to waited for theirs' turn

><

guess what!! i pass all the bahagian 2 in 4 minutes!

tht time i just concentrate on the formula tht i've learn and i dun bother people look at me!!

i just felt and senses the car's condition....

coz i was told by the people that the clutch is abit different than ur car tht u always practiced....

so u've to check ur car hw the clutch work...

huh.......anyway......

i PASS!!!!

NEXT...

was on the road!!!

oh gosh....i waited for 3 hours++

because the sesi 2 haven done yet...

they came from morning and waited until now....

we frm sesi 3 have to wait all the sesi 2 and sesi ulangan to finish 1st only reach our turn.....

i cant wait ed la!!!!! i want quickly finish it...

while waiting i got chat with some people there.....to release my stress and boredom ...

plus.....my hp's battery has run out!!! dulan le.....

about 6pm++ they called my name finally...

and my adrenaline nerve going to burst !!!

lucky i got a tuam! not s fierce otherwise the puan is like a female lion oni...

the tuan look at me and i look at him.....

dun bother him and i adjust my mirror etc...

he asked me "u are 93 means u r 18 now?"

i answered him "yes"...

why le? i dun look like 18 meh?? ??

then i strted my engine and huh..............jalan la....

rain heavily and damn jam,,,oh gosh.....the god is testing me too ><...

the tuan veri friendly...he asked me abt my spm results...and i answered him...^^

then he ask me my bm got what gred...

and i answered him i got an A+

he said u r a chinese but ur bm can score until this stage ...

then he asked me hw u studied?

tht time im so nervous and i answered him

"tatau"...

lol...what a silly ans i gave....

then he said u shud be study everyday right...

and i answered him " ye kot" ...>< nervous answer...haha

and....

i PASS on the road too!!

but i din felt anythg...coz im so tired!

the status of my life

I just left one more step to become a lawyer..

the god seems can hear my outcry

my ambition actually is to become a lawyer...

because of crisis of income so i have to give up this ambition and choose to become a businesswoman... no harm actually when choosing this course unless u r a lazy pig! dun hope so much even u are study in a good course if you are a lazy pig..

i got shortlisted in the jpa's scholar

ship!

congratz me? i also dont knowv should be feel happy or sad....

actually both la....

im happy because i can do the course that i want !! to become a famous lawyer one day!

at the same time im sad coz i dont want leave my family and my boyfie....<3

my mom asking me to stay in malaysia and ask me study in a local college or uni...

i understand her feeling..not because she miss me is because this family need me...

my mum need me to support her! plu

s she wan me to teach my bro ans sis in study and to become a better person...i didnt claim that im the best one and they have to be like me just as a sister i got the responsible to take care of them...

my interview is on next thursday....

and my driving test is on the next day....

oh gosh,,,, all important task u put it together and make me damn scared of it now...

i have to prepare two different things together...

i have to be brave to face all this....and ya...CONFIDENT as well ...

without this i sure will fail....

seriously i dont know fail feeling is how....

thus i have to face all this bravely and confidently because what i want is PASS!

my ambition..

i wanna be lawyer!!! but i dun have money to study this course.......

i wan be like her!!!

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1382184162212

college hunting

around 10.30 plus i woke up

and straight away on my lappy...to check out my fb's notifications

then suddenly felix called me and suddenly chged the plan .Actually he coming to fetch me around 2pm today to survey colleges and courses and sent me to TP to get a confirmation cop from teacher....

around 1130 he waited me at tesco then we headed to TP...

then we strt our college hunting . 1st we went UTAR...

once i got out frm the car i saw khye yeng waited me at the main door....haha...

she look so cute v formal wears

then we headed to inti ...

we got lost...haha..... plus it was a heavy rain tht time....haiz.....

then after inti he dropped me at central and i dated yh to ioi mall

we watch dont go break my heart....in the movie i voted daniel wu will gt tht lady and he voted louis ... finally.....(watch urself) hehe...

then we went to sushi king ....we play the wasabi...my tears halfway wanna drop....

haiz....dun play ed la k.....sakit hidung le...

anyway ..i have a nice day...

thx felix....

muacks yh...love u much...<3